Tuesday, March 6, 2012

The Worst Dream

Me and My Mom
I've been having vivid dreams since I was very small and some of them have been really scary. But the worst dream I've ever had is a recurring one about my mom.

My mom passed away in August 2002 and I still miss her everyday. The dream involves my mom being alive again. In the dream though, she is still sick. I'm so glad to have her back in the beginning of the dream, but things go downhill from there. I have to watch her decline and pass away all over again.

I only have this dream once or twice a year, but I always wake up feeling awful after I have it, which is how I felt today since I had the dream last night. I'd much rather dream about zombies than watch my mom die all over again.

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1 comment:

  1. Oh Mandy, I wish you didn't have that nightmare. I can't imagine your pain, and I will continue to pray for your heart's healing. YOU are a terrific Mom, and I'm sure yours is very proud of you.