Even though it's been over a month since Christmas, I'm still feeling pretty sad that I missed it.
I was physically there, but mentally, not so much. My memories of the 24th and 25th are pretty much not there because of whatever happened to me that landed me in the hospital for 5 days.
I still have the ingredients for Christmas cookies and Pumpkin cheesecake that I should have made on Christmas Eve in my kitchen / fridge. And I was too out of my mind to go to church on Christmas Eve.
But I think the thing that bothers me the most is that we have no pictures of Emily opening presents and such on Christmas. Christmas is one of my favorite holidays, and a special one since I became a mom because it was my mom's favorite, so it's still just really bothering me that I didn't get a Christmas last year.